Was doing some in depth reflection while walking home....was recently told to pull up my socks.... so i took stock of my life now.... then realised the prob....i don't really use my brain.....(b4 u switch to a new page) in non-academic matters....i.e. in life, current affairs, social, etc.....
I guess this arose from my character: easy-going, fun-loving, and basically bo chup.... haha this hasn't affected me much until now....since it sort of overflowed into my job....sigh.... and I think i am by nature careless......crap....and i say i am meticulous in my strength when i went for my interviews.....
Was just reflecting..... I think i let responsibilities fly by without caring. at this age i think i need to start picking up the pieces of my responsibilities that i have bee letting drop and press on...
well i need to start changing my overall attitude and outlook, and broaden and widen my views and read more widely. :)
but the gd thing abt me is i will never let anything douse my spirit for long (with bad side comes a gd side....of my char) I can cope stress better than most ppl i guess. i will try to assimilate and absorb whatever i can and be a better person!! am feeling ultimate guilty for making my boss cover up for me.....that is depressing....i don't want to hai anyone. will buck up :)
gd thing is while i was reflecting, i found that i have lost trackof my priorities...of things which are truly impt to me...like my family, qm and my friends. I have neglected them in 1 way and another, and they mean the world to me :)
So my CNY resolution would be to change my attitude and.... to focus more on the impt ppl in my life!!
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Start Appraisals Today
We shld start appraising beautiful things in Singapore.
Well, this does not refer to girls....I know what you are thinking but no.
This is actually a dry topic that many have posted before either on blogs or in the news..
Think we should always commend and praise those in our society who does 'gd deeds' instead of always complaining about the ugly 'Singaporean' or the latest fare hike :P reminds me of a friend i have who complained abt service of Singaporeans in Singapore... and he even coined up a new acronym for it....PEBS....Pay Extra for Bad Service....XD guess who
Was on MRT on my way home from work. I was squeezed right into the middle of the mrt when the door opened (missed the previous one simply becos i could not be sardined into the carriage). just as i was preparing to drift (as in blank out and think of nth), i realised this strange non-Chinese man (because i don't know his race) gesturing for me to sit.....
just as i was feeling amused and dumbfounded, i looked round and saw a...pregnant lady....sigh there goes my seat....but I knew it wasn't for me....if it was...that is really sth to praise!! -_-
i did not even notice the pregnant lady beside me while i was waiting for the train. think the man was quite zai....simply because he noticed..., if nothing else.....there will always be ppl who abab and just pretend not to notice... or ppl like me who really never notice....and truthfully, even if i noticed, it might not occur to me to give up my seat....i always get nudged by qm b4 i realise...sometimes i wonder am i really truly a selfish person XD
but when i stop and think....i will give up my seat if i think abt it.....think i really not using my brain nowadaes.....which taught me a great leasson recently.....
Well, this does not refer to girls....I know what you are thinking but no.
This is actually a dry topic that many have posted before either on blogs or in the news..
Think we should always commend and praise those in our society who does 'gd deeds' instead of always complaining about the ugly 'Singaporean' or the latest fare hike :P reminds me of a friend i have who complained abt service of Singaporeans in Singapore... and he even coined up a new acronym for it....PEBS....Pay Extra for Bad Service....XD guess who
Was on MRT on my way home from work. I was squeezed right into the middle of the mrt when the door opened (missed the previous one simply becos i could not be sardined into the carriage). just as i was preparing to drift (as in blank out and think of nth), i realised this strange non-Chinese man (because i don't know his race) gesturing for me to sit.....
just as i was feeling amused and dumbfounded, i looked round and saw a...pregnant lady....sigh there goes my seat....but I knew it wasn't for me....if it was...that is really sth to praise!! -_-
i did not even notice the pregnant lady beside me while i was waiting for the train. think the man was quite zai....simply because he noticed..., if nothing else.....there will always be ppl who abab and just pretend not to notice... or ppl like me who really never notice....and truthfully, even if i noticed, it might not occur to me to give up my seat....i always get nudged by qm b4 i realise...sometimes i wonder am i really truly a selfish person XD
but when i stop and think....i will give up my seat if i think abt it.....think i really not using my brain nowadaes.....which taught me a great leasson recently.....
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